Monday, May 24, 2004

Just A Feelin

I believe someday if you're really the one for me, God will make us meet again someday somewhere. There will be a perfect time and place that we never have thought before. If that time comes and we're both still thinking about each others, we are really meant to be a couple. Unless, you'll find "your one" and perhaps I will too when we apart.

The most beautiful thing is to know "love" at least I ever felt it once. The growing feeling when I am with you. To love someone is a miracle although sometimes it does hurt. That would be even awesome when you feel the same way I do.

Even you don't, I'm glad that I can have a true feeling for someone. When I love you I know I can't force you to love me in the same level or even more. There is always someone who loves more than another's. There is someone who gives more than receives. It could be me or you…but who knows? As long as we keep our feelings toward each other…it will last and grow stronger everyday.

Not all loves always end with happiness, not few of them end with tears and broken hearts. As the time goes by, the wounds will recover soon but the scars left. The scars that always remind me about you and I shall not regret. I'll keep the memory of you and me in my heart. Until the day I meet you again and you're not mine anymore, only the sweet memory will be left. That time, I will be able to face you with big smile just like the first time I knew you.

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Tutur Kata

Tutur Kata

Bagaikan air sirami tanah gersang
'trasa sejuk menyegarkan

*Bagai cahaya mentari
hangat memeluku
damai, di jiwaku

bridge
lembut indah, tutur katamu
'trangi jalanku
menghibur hatiku
mem'bri pengharapan

reff:
untuk selamanya sampai selamanya
perkataanmu bertumbuh di hatiku
siang dan malam selalu kurenungkan
janjimu yang indah ku berjalan di dalamnya
(back to *)

ku ingin selalu mendengar suaramu
dan kurenungkan setiap waktu
sbab kau milikku
Sitting in the room
Waiting by my phone
Driving on the tour bus
Can't wait to come home
Miles and miles
Between the two of us
I need you
Or my heart will bust
I know it's hard for you
When I'm far away
But every single hour
And every single day
I think of you in a special way
I love you
In my heart just stay

Please be with me
My love's so deep
What can I do to be with you

REFRAIN:
I love you
You know that I do
What can I do
To find the truth
You know I love you
Forever and ever
We'll be together
And I'll do it all

I love you
Forever and ever
We'll be together
And I do it all
Just for you

This goes out to all the lovers outside
If you once find the right person
Never let him/her go away

(fun factory-I love you)--edited

Friday, May 14, 2004

About Cuex

Lagi-lagi persoalan datang di kala situasinya gak tepat :(. Kadang rasanya koq ga adil ae ya, udah tugas numpuk, project udah mau deadline betulnya butuh dukungan mental nih belum lagi kalau penyakit males itu datang menyerang. Tapi kenyataanya bukan dapet dukungan malah dicuekin habis-habisan. Gilaa...pernah ga ngerasain dicuekin padahal kamu ga salah apa-apa.

Cuek alias ndiemin orang tuh betulnya salah satu bentuk kemarahan. Malah kadang lebih serem daripada marah beneran (itu lho yang full ngomel-ngomel ama triak2), ya ta?? Kalau marah diucapin yah minimal kita tau betulnya dia tuh protes apa sih. Tapi kalau didiemin dengan kata lain "tau sendiri sana, renungkan betulnya kamu tuh salah apa" Jujur sih..dulu aku tipe orang yang kaya gini, masalahnya ngapain buang-buang tenaga buat marah trus ngeluarin kata-kata yg nyakitin mendingan diem seribu bahasa. Kadang juga sambil pasang muka pura-pura gak tau atau serius. Tapi minimal aku marah juga ada alasannya, kalau sudah selesai ya selesai ngapain dilanjutin terus. Minimal sekarang udah berkurang banyak hihi ^-^;

Lah yang ini koq nyeleneh. Ditanyain kenapa, dia bilang kamu gak salah apa-apa koq. Lah koq cuek bebex kaya gitu, jawabnya malah yah namanya juga manusia, suka-suka dong aku makin gak ngerti aja. Dasar manusia kadang memang sifatnya aneh-aneh. Please dong...jangan begini, kapan ada penyelesaiannya kalau "no word to say" Akhirnya aku pun jadi kebingungan sendiri gak bisa ngomong lagi.

Sedihh..sedihh..perasaan paling ga enak ketika kita dicuekin karena orangnya lagi kepingin cuek... Dengan begini akhirnya satu-satunya cara agar gak kepikiran terus harus nyibukin diri. Tapi Tuhan memang baik..di saat ada orang yang ndiemin kita ada aja orang-orang lain yang perhatian. Thx guys!! Ease my trouble that what u do...(have I told u lately--Rod Steward)